“no thats not what i want” She threw the white lilies that were delivered at 8.20am.
the note read “its hard to leave, and u know i wud’nt have if it was not for…”
in the kitchen
The coffee pot’s boling hot. Its the third cup this morning. She can hear him say “its more than what you should be having, You’ll go hyper once again.”
She shouts out loud “i m tired of listening to this …you know i need this to wake up., wake up to know i m alive, to know that i can pull through one more day….. one more sunny morning that reminds me of all this guilt…” – thats when Tia (the cat) comes jumps right up to the table and meaooooows. She gets tears in her eyes, she knows Tia used to hate all the shouting.
Tia is 3, very naughty black animal, who loves to be cuddled but often throws tantrums much like her….. Tia was their first baby. She joined them on their first wedding anniversary. She would dance to his tunes and often sit by him while he wud work all night. but in the morning she would not miss breakfast with her.
Out of the shower, smelling of green tea oils she looks at the mirror. by the mirror are lines “… i need to breahe.. to touch, to feel…. to discover, life within…” she takes the pen scratches those words and writes
“… i need to know that you are not coming back anymore and
that i should not feel guitly for moving on.”