there was a time when I thought confusion was bad. How can one afford to be confused about what they want in life? And then over the past 4 years of working with students and extensive stesearch in education (others did that .. but I helped wherever I could), I corrected myself and changed my statement to “Confusion – is exactly what we want! – for confusion is the first step to getting things resolved!”
Well! – today I am not just confused but contemplating as well.. Contemplating ways of getting out of it.. and whether to dump the confusion and move on with life. What caused it ?
Well, I took 5 days off last week and decided to go and meet some really old friends. Some pals who had lost touch and some others I desperately needed to meet. And there came a whole new set of introspective days. I thought about what I really wanted, deserved, should deserve and should be expecting. Everytime I take this absolute breaks I think about moving out all over again. (Ru RU, i know what you are thinking.. it’s just that time of the year! – when I want to get out of the rut again!) – But I guess this time it’s a little bit more serious.. alittle bit more focussed. Guess even a little bit more frustrated with the way things are going.
So this time it’s paper, pencil, thoughts, plans, actions and there you go…
IF you think you know what i should be doing? where I should be going.. Go ahead.. give me ideas!